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| Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006 | | 10:44 am |
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| Thursday, September 8th, 2005 | | 7:21 pm |
you
I really wish I could start over.
I'm going no where, my life seems to just go into this repitition, and its getting irratating.
Lets see what i've accomplished in the past year.
Failure to get my permit untill 2 months till my 17th birthday, and now paying the reprecutions
Passed school on mediocre grades
Screwed up my school schedule
Made new friends
Lost a couple friends
Screwed up my first and last relationship
Dated people
Dated people-found no sucess in any.
Got used twice
Fell in love
Got my heart broken, took 6 months to get over it
Cried
Lost a good friend because of a guy, he doesn't know, but I miss him calling me names and such, not the fact that I want him anything more than a friend, I just like to talk to him
Let people down
Let my parents down
Cut my finger badly
Go to MJ's and deal with annoying people
Went to Park City a lot with Kyle
Hung out with Kirstin and Katie a lot during the summer
Cried a lot
Found out my career goals
Quit my Job
Moved out of home for a period of 4 days
Listened to more music
Got into confrentations with people
Got a puppy
Broke an expensive window
Go to partys, even though I skipped a lot of partys I was invited to.
Be a bitch to people I dont like
Be a bitch to underclassmen
Yeah, so thats my year in summary. Sounds exciting doesn't it, I just think it makes me look like a fuck-up.
Fun eh? Current Mood:  Disturbed |
| Friday, August 19th, 2005 | | 12:53 am |
I'm willing to sleep my way to the top, I dont want to be pop....u-lar.
No but really, today was a great day, i hung out with this boyyyy, i'm really starting to like, he makes me happy. We'll take some pic's together sometime and put them in here, till then, you'll have to make due with me.
( Better ones here hoe's )
Current Mood:  ecstatic
Current Music: Darren Hayes | Popular |
| Tuesday, August 16th, 2005 | | 3:09 pm |
yayz
New layout, tittycunts. Current Mood:  crazy |
| Thursday, July 28th, 2005 | | 8:09 pm |
How abouttt, I hate you. Current Mood:  angry |
| Tuesday, June 14th, 2005 | | 11:37 pm |
New Profile Picture, enjoy. Current Mood:  heavyCurrent Music: Family Guy |
| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005 | | 5:18 pm |
Nahhh
^My eyes are finally changing color. Current Mood:  okayCurrent Music: Bryan Todd | Wherever you Are ( Mr. Mig Radio Edit) |
| Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 | | 1:07 pm |
wha wha whhhat?
Yeah, I just remembered I had this thing, I check on it, about once a month, maybe?
It seems I haven't updated sinceeee Febuary, thats quite a while, isnt it?
Well nothing has been going on lately, just the same thing over and over.
I was thinking, and some people helped me realize this, I run away from things too much, especially people who care about me, when i go out with someone, and they end up really liking me, I run away from that, I don't know why, maybe I have commitment issues, oh well, i'll leave you with some pictures.
 Photoshop<3
( And More. )
Current Mood:  confused
Current Music: The Used | All That I've Got |
| Saturday, February 26th, 2005 | | 4:13 pm |
I almost forgot.
woa. I almost forgot about this thing, haha. This is not very intresting, but yeah, last night, went on a date, it was so great, im not gonna go into detail cause you can just IM me for that if you have my new screen name. I love how mature high school kids are, calling my phone for some stupid ass drama shit. I'm glad i have mature friends who wont be like that. Current Mood: rejuvenatedCurrent Music: Armor For Sleep-The Truth About Heaven |
| Wednesday, January 19th, 2005 | | 1:52 pm |
fill it out for me, if you care
I expect anyone who cares about me fills this out. 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. How long have you known me? 3. When and how did we first meet? 4. What was your first impression? 5. Do you still think that way about me now? 6. What do you think my weakness is? 7. Do you think I'll get married? 8. What makes me happy? 9. What makes me sad? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Do you think I could kill someone? 15. Describe me in one word. 16. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same? 17. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 18. Are you going to put this on your own blog and see what I say about you? 19. By what name(s) do you know me? 20. What songs remind you of me? 21. What makes me unlike anyone you know? 22. What is my best quality? 23. Where do you see me in ten years? 24. What's one thing about me you don't understand, and wish you did? 25. How do you think I'm going to die? 26. Do you find me attractive? 27. Would you date me? 28. Would you kiss me? 29. What's one thing you don't like about me? 30. Can you see us as friends five years from now? 31. What's a band you know I love? 32. What would we do with a car full of gas and an entire day to ourselves? Current Mood: good |
| Tuesday, January 18th, 2005 | | 2:13 pm |
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Hey fella`s lol. Nothing much going on lately, its been pretty boring but ok. Ummm....schools the same, OH the killers just came out on trl....Brandon Flowers...its so freakin hot. His voice, *sigh* lmao. His eyes are so unique..so mysterious. Anyways, mid-terms soon, i hate them, and the fucking "new" scantrons. Laterrrr. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: The Killers | Mr. Brightside (Live) |
| Tuesday, December 28th, 2004 | | 1:32 pm |
Blah Blah Blah, lol.
Weeeee, im happy, i dunno why. Ah, but sooooo bored, somebody want to do something?
( By unpopular demand..MORE PHOTOS! )
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Gone | Kelly Clarkson |
| Sunday, December 26th, 2004 | | 5:22 pm |
Dedication
Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know? How did you know? You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me (You found me) (When no one else was lookin') You found me (How did you know just where I would be?) You broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see The good and the bad And the things in between You found me You found me Does someone know this song? If you do, i love you.. This song is dedicated to my dreams and wishes that i would find someone who could do this for me. I seem so weak without someone, why am I so co-dependent? I was never this way before, all my "trying" relationships lately, have been failing. Is it me? What am I doing? I just dont know... Current Mood: gloomy |
| Tuesday, December 21st, 2004 | | 10:10 pm |
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| Sunday, December 19th, 2004 | | 9:14 pm |
Woa...
I should be sad...but I'm not. I dunno why, I feel so relieved...maybe casue i just got done working out i dunno, its wierd. Ah, this entry is over, boring. lol. the song has sentimental reason Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Kelly Clarkson | Breakaway |
| Sunday, December 12th, 2004 | | 1:33 pm |
Orgasmic
Fuck it, me? Current Mood: ditzy |
| Saturday, December 11th, 2004 | | 12:45 am |
fuck
This is for you, you know who you are. What an ass, i think you basically used me, so you could get his attention because your "talking" to someone else. and now since he's done that, you ignore anything i say, and are like, whatever. whatever, thats such a dumbass move. i fucking hate what you did Current Mood: annoyed |
| Tuesday, December 7th, 2004 | | 9:29 pm |
So Tired
I'm so emotionally exhuasted, im so tired of it, to feel the need to be held and loved..is the worst, to search for it, is the worst, to have it and then lose it, is the worst, i really dont know what to do anymore. i guess i just give up...i really do.. EDIT// Hm, this whole thing, thats been happening in my life, has got me crying, i feel like doing it right now.. Current Mood: Meh |
| Friday, November 26th, 2004 | | 12:55 am |
back
Haven't posted on this for awhile, i pretty much gave up on this cause the customation wont stay, oh well, let this look like shit. I'm fed up. I fucking love my friends right now and thats who im sticking to. some that i talk to much: Sarah Robinson Heather Hartman Shannon Yorty Tawny Bordner Amanda Ann Amber Viramontes Aaron Arnold*i miss him :(* Leah McDonell Amanda..lol Lauren Southall You guys are what im thankfull for. Current Mood: grateful |
| Tuesday, October 19th, 2004 | | 5:10 pm |
Time for an update. Nothing much has been happening lately, except i tried to go for my permit today for the second time in 6 months....i could've gotten my license by now, i hate it, damn why was i so stupid, anyways i failed today because the damn comptuer was being so damn retarded and skiped most of the questions and i would've freakin passed the thing! because i knew those questions oh well, i'll go thursday then everyday after that, i need to stop being so lazy and get my ass going. School, has sucked, everynight, homework for almost every class, i hate it, everything just sucks lately. meh.. Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: Underoath | Reinventing your exit |
| Sunday, October 10th, 2004 | | 3:35 am |
Yea, this is the picture i wanted to show up on my lj, but its being stupid so yea, i'll show all you on here Current Mood: naughtyCurrent Music: SOTY| Untill the Day I Die |
| Sunday, October 3rd, 2004 | | 12:43 am |
Lets see. Last night I went to the high school football game and it was quite fun. Some of my best friends were there and we had a great time. I saw my friend Sarah and she had a really tight sweater....and i decided to try it on, to my surprise everyone liked it, and telling me to wear tighter clothing...eh. maybe. Other then that, NOTHING, oh yea its like 2:00 in the morning Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: Sugarcult | What You Say |
| Thursday, September 23rd, 2004 | | 7:47 pm |
Weeee
I was gonna type the lyrics to "Predictable" But I'm tired, haven't updated in awhile, theres really nothing to write about, this town is like really boring i'll just say what i'm doing with my weekend and if you want to be a part of it leave me a comment. Okay first of all its a three day weekend starting from friday and i'm lovin' it. Friday I think i shall be getting my hair cut in the morning but anytime after that i'm free so yea, Saturday I'm going over to Adam's house, and have some fuuuuuun, Sunday i work 1-4 so lame, its like right in the middle of my day so yea, maybe i can fit something quick like right after that so hm, maybe, we'll see. Till next time, c ya. Current Mood: restlessCurrent Music: Good Charlotte| "Predictable" |
| Sunday, September 12th, 2004 | | 5:39 pm |
better off
I think I actually am getting better. I feel so happy...seeing that I did the right thing...with my friends to help me think about it, now I am sure. Lately, I just feel upbeat, happy, my conversation on AIM with ppl are getting better i'm not all deppressed anymore. Today I went to the cinema center in palmyra but didn't see a movie just hung out with a friend Ajay. Hes so cool, so happy. Seeing him, and him talking to me about things that he has dealt with made me realize that I am being such a winer about such small things lately. I need to stop that, everything in this world is not about me. Had an intresting conversation with Aaron, hes so cool, hes like the big brother I never had. Hes also gay, and good looking. Rofl. Yesterday went to Kaila's house, and I saw how much someone breaking up with someone hurts the person who doesn't expect it...and I'm sorry I hurt him, but I believe we are BETTER OFF and we'll move on. I expect great things to happen this year, but only if I work towards it. Till next time, later. Current Mood: accomplished |
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